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Results, results and more results
Finally I got all the results I wanted. Actually there is only 2 things.
First, school results.
Damn lucky. Pass Web Dev and PPS. Woot. No need see Mr Quah liao... Hope so lar. See also ok-ok lar. Just don teach me web dev. I have no clue of WTF is php. Anyway, my GPA is 3.375. Last sem is 3.333. So got improve abit lor.
I still thought I sure die liao this sem. I thought I will get 2.something for GPA. And my web dev got A. I LOL-ED. Please lor, web dev test hor, I did 2 qn out of 3. Those 2 Qn total mark is 50% of whole exam. Which means even if I got all correct also get 50 marks nia. So how did I get an A ? Funny sia. I think Mr Danny Koh moderate my marks until very ke lian. I think he added 20 to 30 marks to everybody's result... Thats why I can get a A... LOL.
Second result is I finally told her that I like her.
She rejected me... =(
But its expected. I knew got 95% she will reject. But I still ask her... Because I pi gu yang... LOL.
No lar... Not I pi gu yang... I told her because of a few reasons.
I don't wanna regret. I read wye's blog... I dunno wat happen to you lar... But it sounds like you regretted a lot. I thought about it... If one day she found a boyfren, I will be hurt even more lor. So I decided to tell her... No matter wats the result, at least next time I 80 yrs old liao I wont sit inside old folks home and regret that I never have the courage to tell her... LOL. Although it will be very pai sei... but at least its better den feeling regret.
And my manager's shawn story also motivate me lar... He ask 4 times lor before shirley accepted him. I never even ask one time. Why so hum? "No Guts No Glory. End of Story". Quote from Ala's blog... lolz. Although I won't ask more than one time lar. I think if possible 1st time will work liao. I decided not to be hum ji.
Lastly is wat Justin said... if you don tell her u like her, it will stay in your brain and fuck your brain... LOL. I guess I like her too long liao... my brain is damage until wan spoilt liao... lolz. I don remember how long I like her liao... I only remembered I like her even before we became frens. Maybe 2 to 3 yrs liao bah... Too long to remember.
After telling her, I feel that I have lighten a burden... Maybe I drag it too long liao... Maybe I'm just tired of such lifestyle... Saying it out might be better for me... Stuff too long will cause me to go crazy. I'm already a crazy kid... I no need other things to increase my crazy-ness... LOL.
I just wanna tell you. It took me really really really a lot of courage to tell you that I like you. It took me so long to tell you that because you are my best friend. I know after I told you that, we definately won't be as close friend as we used to be. But if I have the courage to tell you I like you, I hope you have the courage to still accept me as a friend. You are a good fren I don't wanna lose... =)
And I'm sorry if its too sudden for you. I wanted to ask you on Valentine's Day... But that time you were having test and exam... I don wan to affect you. Maybe is I think too much... Maybe you won't be affected by what I said... But I don wan to affect my results too... So I choose to tell you during this holiday period. Guess it wont affect any of our results during this time... So please forgive me if it seems a bit rush...
So 2 results, One positive. One Negative. It makes it Neutral. I am feeling neutral now. LOL. Its not as bad as I thought it will be... I'm feeling ok. Guess that this experience will make me more mature bah... lol.
Ken jumped off the building @ 7:12 PM
